she's shakin...

girrrlxcore @ 2005-11-08T21:35:00

2005-11-09T02:35:35Z

ADD MY NEW LIVE JOURNAL.
IM DELETING THIS ONE.

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seriously. do it. right now
or i will kill you.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-11-05T14:51:00

2005-11-05T19:52:39Z

i gave my el jay a make over.
IT'S CUTE NOW.

lolzooooomgosh.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-11-02T12:00:00

2005-11-02T17:01:04Z

fuck.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-25T01:29:00

2005-10-25T05:30:12Z

ryan cabrerra is in cleveland this weekend fuck i want to go!!! ugh.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-21T08:44:00

2005-10-21T12:46:12Z

IM UP SUPER EARLY
AND IDK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF..

i cut my hair and i think i fucked it up!!3ydsjwe
i suck at life.
lol no just kidding! i'm really awesome

antonio banderas called me yesterday.

my horoscope today says i have a 5 star weekend ha
hmmmmmmmmm.
i don't even know whats going on this weekend.
hopefully something fun.
but i doubt it.

it's crazy who IMs you when you sign on an old screen name.

lollllll if i had buttsex thats what i'd look like.
that picture is old.
but i like posting random pictures.

i'm deleting this stupid journal soon.
ok bye.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-18T23:32:00

2005-10-19T03:34:22Z

Auto response from kawk666: my pants are encrusted with semen, from constantly jacking off cuz i cant find a rape victim

omgzletsdance: hahahahafsdfjksdlf eew.
kawk666: im going to rape you
kawk666: it wont be pleasant
omgzletsdance: oh yea?
kawk666: oh yeah mmm
kawk666: im throbbing with desire
kawk666: ive got a fat one
kawk666: it hurts lil ones like you
kawk666: im gonna rip you a new one
kawk666: and its gonna feel good
omgzletsdance: why are you so discusting?

haha. omg kawk is so gross sometimes

someone buy this for me for christmas

even though its like 3 months away
mmmmmmmmmm

balls.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-13T09:16:00

2005-10-13T13:20:31Z

fuck i hate sleeping.
i went to sleep at 7 and just woke up
and now im up for the rest of the day.

ksfldjsfsdfkdlsfjds;fdsfkjsdfds

but now i'm going to go job hunting.
and then get my nails filled.
YESSSSSSSSSS.
that always makes me happy.
teeeehehehehe

suck it

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-10T06:17:00

2005-10-10T10:18:59Z

Dear AIM,
I fucking hate you
hate hate hate.

What is your full name? tarah lynn giancola
When is your birth date? 8-20-87
Where is your hometown? st. petersburg, FL
Do you have any pets? a kitty. and a bunny. simba and edday!
What is the current time? 3:01AM
What is the current weather? cold!!!!! :(
What is your AIM screen name? omgzletsdance
What's your favorite television show? i don't really watch tv. but i'd have to say full house.
Have you ever been in trouble with the law? lolzz
Have you ever been to jail? JUVEY! worst thing i've ever went through.
Do you do drugs? no.
Are you depressed? no.
When was the last time you've been on stage? umm like 2 years ago when i was in dance. haha
How many kids do you want? 2 or 3
Do you really want a guy to tell you those jeans make your butt look fat? haha no!!!!! i have a big butt and i know it :(
Do you avoid situations with "ugly" girls/guys? hahaha um no not really. i'm not that shallow
Does size matter? I suppose so.
Would you ever date someone for their social status? No.
Whats in your cd player right now? a mix cd.
Do you want to be a virgin until marriage? No.
What is your weapon of choice? your mom
Do you like country music? i only like faith hill.(!)
Do you have issues with your weight? i always have
Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH"? OMG NO!!!!!!!
What will be there names? whos names!?!?!
What's your favorite band? the doors
Have you ever done any hard drugs? a long long time ago when i was stupid.
What windows are currently open? livejournal and aim
What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? welllll, stomach i guess. and hands. and shoulders. and jawline and face
How many MP3 files do you have on your computer? a lot.
What are 3 careers you've considered? social worker, psychiatrist, counsler
Have you ever thrown up from too much drinking? yeah
What's the last thing you said out loud? UGH
What color shirt are you wearing? pink fassw shirt.
Are you wearing socks? no
Who are you talking to? nobodyyyy. cuz aim is being GHEY.
Have you ever kissed anyone the same sex? yeah
Have you ever fallen in love with your best friend? a good friend. it's always a bad thing.
What are three things on your desk besides your computer? cds, camera, cigarettess
What does your hair look like right now? pewp
What are your plans for tomorrow? i have a nail appt at 12 and then who knoz
What is your zodiac sign? leo
Has anyone ever wrote a song about you? yeah. it was cute.
What are three things you want to do before you die? be successful, get married, visit pere lachise
Do you like talking on the phone? yes
Whats the last movie you watched? my best friends wedding
Whats the last movie you saw in theatres? the excorcism of emily rose. it was stupid
How many candles did your last birthday cake have? it should've had 18 but idk if it had that many
Have you ever been in a cop car? once getting picked up for curfew when i was like 12 and once when me and kawk got into a wreck bc i was trying to be tuff haahahahaha.
Whats your favorite holiday? HALLOWEEN! and 4th of July
Who is your best friend? Erin
Are you annoyed? by aim yes
What are you looking forward to? halloween! shweet shows this month.
When's the last time you had sex? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Have you ever been in love? yeah
Have you ever gone on a road trip? Where to? awww yeah!!!!!! to chicago this past summer to see my favorite people in tha world. it was amazin.
Do you like board games? I haven't played one in forever.
Are you currently in love? nawwwwwwwwww
Do you want to be in love? yeah :(
What's your favorite animal? cats! and giraffes and dolphins

girrrlxcore @ 2005-10-06T03:38:00

2005-10-06T07:39:48Z

awwwwwww. my cat is so cute!!!!!!!
heheheh i love him

JKDSLFJDLSKFJSKLFJDSLKFJDSFSDFSD

omgxcrew bitchessssss

2005-09-26T00:45:46Z

Last night = crazy.
car sing a longs
alliance
nikki's show.
omgxcrewwww
good music
monument
acoustic guitars
new people
dancing with 40 year old bar sluts
lil jon
sebring
underage drinking
cops
being paranoid
2 hotel rooms
gettin er DUNN
BRIAN PEPPERS!
reading bibles
cowboy boots
spooning
dave ghrol hahaha
laughing
being stupid
not sleeping
feeling like poop
long car rides home

PICTURES.

haha

me desi nikki and JESSE DUNNNNNNNN
ahhhhahahaha

and on the way home i took a picture of the road that goes to the ally at 243 cause it has oh so many memoriesssss.

p.s i swear me and desi aren't lesbians.

♥

girrrlxcore @ 2005-09-12T05:25:00

2005-09-12T09:27:02Z

oh my GOD. i was just reading my old live journals from like a year ago. was i really that stupid? Oh my god. i sounded like a complete idiot.

haasdhawahhadashasdwagaha

and old boyfriends.
EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

GOD.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-09-11T06:12:00

2005-09-11T10:13:40Z

I lost my underwear at Mill Creek Park.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-09-05T08:20:00

2005-09-05T12:26:45Z

I've lost contact with so many people throughout the years. Sometimes I seriously feel like I'm better than everyone in this good for nothing town. People change, life moves on. I'm over it. Because change is essential. without change nothing moves forward. It all ends up being a vicious cycle. Everything ends up repeating. For as long as I can remember its been the SAME shit over and over. New people, new places, same shit. Only it started getting worse along the way. Of course nobody likes to see their friends change and become something so different from what they used to be. and inevitably I will more than likely lose touch with everything I once knew. As much as I miss everyone that i've lost, they all have opinions, that frankly aren't doing me any good.

BLAH BLAH.

You cant win. So who cares.
I'm just ranting.

two roads split off from here
my life goes running in opposite directions
exaggerating the barrier between who I am
and who i want to be
i wanted to be that breath of air
when everything smelled so insincere
but this taste still lingers in my mouth
deceit has ways of sticking around
and i'm ready to disappear
vacation seems so far from here

P.s HAPPY LABOR DAYYYYYY

P.S. I miss this....

*sniff*

ok bye♥

girrrlxcore @ 2005-08-31T19:44:00

2005-08-31T23:46:45Z

i suck at updating this thing.
and commenting.
so sorry.
i have nothing interesting to write about.

oh poop. i had to get two root canals today!
it was not fun.
but
i felt so glam with huge swollen lipssss.
i think i totally need to get botox.
i'd be like 10x hotter.

Omg. the sky is like yellow.
HEY ADAM IN MISSISPPI
don't get killed in the hurricane. ok?

POLAR POP.
AWW RAELYNN!!!!!
REMEMBER POLAR POP!!!!!!!
AAHSAHDSADSAJH
IM DRINKINGONE. FUCK.
now i miss you.

i think that's about it.
this was randommmm.

effeffeffeffeffeffeff

girrrlxcore @ 2005-08-20T14:39:00

2005-08-20T18:42:53Z

HAPPY 18TH BIRFDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEE.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-08-18T19:31:00

2005-08-18T23:33:00Z

omgomgomg
wowwwwwww.
you really need to click this

girrrlxcore @ 2005-08-15T12:13:00

2005-08-15T16:14:53Z

my hair is back to brown,
as you can see.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGOMZKLZ
FKSDJKG OPGMZF SDCFDZKLZSZZZZZ!!1

SAYDA WILL BE HERE IN 4 DAYS.
MY BDAY IS IN 5 DAYS.

i'm exchitedddddddddddd.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-08-08T02:26:00

2005-08-08T06:29:18Z

lolz @ me getting hate messages on my answering machine haha!! bitches hate meeeee. i love it. it's honestly flattering. anyone who thinks i'm a slut for whatever reason clearly doesn't know me. because if they did they'd know that i'm not even remotley close to being a slut.

shittttttttttttttttttttttttt it don't phase me.

jahahahahja

330 448 1929

if you have any other ridiculous false statements to make about me, humor me and feel free to do so at any time.

♥

my birthday is in 12 days!!!!!!!!
and i get to see sayda in 11!!!!
excited? yesssssss.
megans birthday = 8/18
missy's birthday = 8/19
my birthday = 8/20
august 19 = combined bday partay
get ahold of me for details♥

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-29T17:01:00

2005-07-29T21:02:00Z

hv show last night = funfunfufnufnfufun
their new stuff is so amazing.
i got to see everyone!!!!!!!
it was nice.

heres some pictures.
totally from desi's camera.

me and desi after buttsex in the bathroom

kawk and desi

me desi matt and jacki

apparently desi likes my clevage lolz

buttsex?

lolz. robbbb

aww

desi and alyssa!

nikki and patrick!!aww

my favorite girls in tha world.

we play dirty together.

this is me sticking the noodle in mikes butt.

he didnt like that.

so me and matt used it as a telephone.

the end.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-24T07:13:00

2005-07-24T11:14:46Z

awwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exactly one week ago today at this time i would be on my way to waukegan. hahahah. so sad.

speaking of which. just to set this straight; ian fitch is a little pussy ass bitch. he needs to go take a shower because he smells, and then he needs to stop telling people lies trying to make me out to be a pyschotic bitch that threw a little temper-tantrum for no apparent reason. i know what happened and so does everyone else that there. although, if my brother was a 300lb fat rapist mental case that hit 90 pound girls i would probably make up lies in his defense as well. you know, i thought this was all gonna be dropped because i told the cop not to press charges because even though his brother was totally in the WRONG for touching me, i didn't feel the need for this situation to be carried on but i guess i can't win because he has to run his fucking mouth. and now i wish i would have pressed charges so people would know what really fucking happened.

whatever.fuckit.

...moving on..

im excited about going to warped tour with desi and shonna! i still need to purchase my ticket. which i will do next weekend, if i still can. the bands this year arent that sweet. but i really really want to see saosin and the bled. and atreyu and falloutboy. and my chemical romance and hopesfall but that's about it. it will be funfunfunnnnnnn. i miss desi and shonna so hopefully this will all work out.

well it's 7am and i am listening to billy idol and liz and bryttney are passed out on the futon and i am going to go join them. so goodnight♥

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-22T07:17:00

2005-07-22T11:18:49Z

aww my kitty just climbed up my window and meowed til i let him in. isn't that the most precious thing in the world? it was so cute.

pictures pictures pictures!

2005-07-20T22:13:28Z

me and cindy with marker all over our faces!

cindy and erin awww

FAT ASS i hope he dies.

AWW CINDDDYYYYY i love this picta.

scratched out the two faggots.

we were so drunk we fell haha

tuesday morning saying our goodbyes with our sad faces on :(

me and my saydaaaaaaaaa

hahahahhahah

the "morning after" picture haha

sayda gets freaked out when my arm is like this lolz

me and will hahahahahhaha!!

he insisted on giving me a strip tease hahahh

hahahaha

here's pictures we took at the mall;

this is the open road :( on our way there

fat ass and ian sleeping on the way there

aww our hotel! i miss it.

ian erin and fat ass playing cards

aww our hotel room!

me and cindy hahaha

me and sayda after we went swimmingggggg

me popping a squat!

me and sayda!<3

me erin and sayda.

aww me and cindy

on the beach at night

sayda poppin a squat!

my ass haha

oh my god. i'm home. it's so depressing comming back to masury ohio after going pretty much anywhere.

our road trip was to WAUKEGAN was freaking cuh-razy! hahahahahhah! a lot of drama. i will get to all of that cause i'm gonna try and remember everything that happened so i won't forget it.

we left around like 3:30a.m early sunday morning. got there around 11. it seemed like it took forever to get there, there was so much anticipation. our hotel let us check as soon as we arrived so we were extremely lucky we didn't have to wait til 3.

Sunday we all unpacked our stuff in the hotel room. and got ready. then went to go see sayda at her work. got lost finding the mall cause someones a fucking idiot. when we got there i found cindy first. aww she's so short and cute! i love her. then we went to claires and i saw saydaaaaaaaa! but she couldn't talk cause she was workin. after that we went back to the hotel room to get some rest cause we were all pretty tired and felt like crap from the long sleepless drive/night. after sayda got off work we all went to a party in wisconsin with her, and cindy. i didn't feel like going cause i felt like crap but i'm glad i did cause all their friends are really sweet.

Monday when we all got up Ian and Kevin decided to take a train to Chicago. Which was really nice because i got a break from kevins discusting comments and smart ass remarks. at this point he was annoying the fuck out of me but i was still being nice. lolz. AHEM. so me and erin hung around the hotel and waited for sayda to come over. we all went to this little beach in waukegan. then went to the mall to find undies for the undies party we were planning on having later that night. got our undies. then went to help cindy close her store. but in that process i stepped in puke and started freaking out and it was pretty funny and discusting and it took me a half our to get over it but everythings alright now. after everything got situated some stuff was going on and we decided it wasn't too good of an idea to have the undies party in the hotel room. we we moved it to the beach. aww it was so pretty i've never been to the beach before at night. sayda taught me how to pop a squat. i got thrown in the lake. got pissed. got over it. fell 9382743 times. bonded with everyone!! after that we all went back to our hotel room. since it was our last night there, Sayda, Cindy and Chirssy slept over. we had a slumber party and danced to 80's music then we drew all over ourselves with marker and nail polish for whatever reason i'm not sure but it was pretty funny.

so me and cindy and fat ass kevin are the only ones awake at this point cause it's like 7a.m. and kevin gets in the shower and tells us to join him and me and cindy are like wtf?no. so when he gets in the shower we take over the bed and we're all sprawled out on it so he can't lay down. with the blankets over our head haha. so he comes out and he's like arghhhhhhhhh someones moving over! and me and cindy are just looking at eachother laughing and out of nowhere he slides me over, sliding cindy as well. so we're like laying there laughing because im laying next to a discusting 26 year old rapist (yeah we figured that out AFTER we said he could come) and all the sudden he gets super pissed that cindy and i are laughing so he starts slamming things everywhere going into a fucking outrage and he's like if i hear another word, next it's you. hhahashahaha and the more mad he's getting the more we're laughing cause he's such a fucking pyscho. so he picks me up and throws me. and i get so pissed becaue that's one thing i absolutley freak out about is when guys hit girls i don't care who it is. so i got up and slapped him in the face then started punching him and shit and he started hitting me back so the cops came. no one gets arrested cause no one pressed charges, although i shouldve. i fucking would have but the only thing stopping me was then i'd have to go to court and my p.o would find out i was in illinois. SO, basically that was the reason that erin and i left illinois by ourselves and not with ian and his pyscho brother. i can care less what happens to him. i hope they're still stranded in illinois and if not i hope it costed a forturne to come home. because kevin is fucking PYSCHO. and Ian is a little bitch for calling the cops mainly because everything was settled before they even got there, so it was fucking POINTLESS. fuck them. i'm over it.

so by the time all this happened it was tuesday morning :( erin and i went to denny's with sayda cindy and chrissy, then soon after we said our goodbyes :( it was sad. i wanted to cry.i had such an amazing time with sayda, cindy and all their friends. even though i'm not gonna lie i was sad that steve wasn't there we still all had so much fun. erin and i found our way home just fine. and it sucks being here now. back in masury. so depressing :[

well i hope you enjoyed the pictures
if i only i took some of a particular crazy event that shall not be talked about.
hahahahahahh!!!!!!!!!! sayda knows what i'm talking about.

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-17T01:10:00

2005-07-17T05:21:35Z

omgz! im so excitedddddd.
we're leaving for chicago in like 3 hours.
there's been so many changes of plans though
kawk can't go now.
neither can john.
which really pissed me off cause i didn't find out about that unil i called him at work today.
so i had like today to find someone else to go.
so i called like 239483 people
and out of all people that said yes..
ian did. hahaha!!!!!!!!
my moms like how'd you find someone to go in two hours?
so yes.yesyesyes.
me. erin. ian = road trip :]
i'm so excited to meet sayda and cindy!
it will be a grande time.

i'm totally not looking foward to 8 hours in a car though:(
but i will survive.

i'm so boreeeeeeeeed.
i still have some packing left to do.
i'm bring so much shit and we're only staying 2 nights.
so i'm gonna go do that
♥

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-10T07:02:00

2005-07-10T11:03:00Z

um. i suck at updating this.
nothing exciting has been going on really.
last night i went to this partay in cortland.
we made an attempt to go cow tipping.
didn't work out.
then we went to dennys with bryan and vince.
saw this kid we met the previous night
went to another party with him.
where i was surrounded by drunk fat naked guys running around.
kind of obnoxious but amusing.

um OMFGZZZZZZZZZZZZJESUSCHRISTOMGZ.
next weekend will be amazin!
erin, kawk and i are going to waukegan!
we're leaving saturday at like 5am
and returning tuesday night :]
i can't wait to meet everyone!!!!!!!!!
i'm soosososososo excited.
seriously
i just peed a little.
me and sayda are having an undies party!
OMGAHDDDDDDDDDDDD.
i'm gonna die.
of excitement.

my momma is in north carolina
i love how she just leavessssssss!!!!!!!
nice mother.

i'm going to go.
i didn't feel like going out tonight cuz i was lazy.
but now it's 12 and i'm bored and want to go out.
so i'm gonna go find something.

i will leave you with this randon picta.

hollaaaaaaaaaa

girrrlxcore @ 2005-07-05T16:27:00

2005-07-05T20:28:26Z

hope everyone had a good 4th of july :)
mine was pretty cuh-razyyyyy.
rachel came over.
we dug up our time capsle we buried like 4 years ago.
that was cute.
then we went across the street
on top of the mountain/huge hill of dirt/whatever you wanna call it.
and you could see fireworks going off all the way from brookfield to mercer.
it was pretty sweet actually.
you could see all the fireworks from east state street and the lube.
so we sat up there and talked about everything.
then ian, vince, lauren, liz, erin and myke came over.
then later we went to t-dub and met biggs and jake there.
then we all came back to my house.
and continued watching fireworks from a distance drank.

haha.
disregaurd my previous post.
i was really fucked up.
i can't even comprehend what i was talking about.(?)

here are some pictures though

there are more. but i'm pretty positive you don't want to see them. hahaha.