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[05 Nov 2005|02:51pm] |
i gave my el jay a make over.
IT'S CUTE NOW.
lolzooooomgosh.
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[02 Nov 2005|12:00pm] |
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fuck.
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[25 Oct 2005|01:29am] |
ryan cabrerra is in cleveland this weekend fuck i want to go!!! ugh.
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[21 Oct 2005|08:44am] |
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IM UP SUPER EARLY
AND IDK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF..
i cut my hair and i think i fucked it up!!3ydsjwe
i suck at life.
lol no just kidding! i'm really awesome
antonio banderas called me yesterday.
my horoscope today says i have a 5 star weekend ha
hmmmmmmmmm.
i don't even know whats going on this weekend.
hopefully something fun.
but i doubt it.
it's crazy who IMs you when you sign on an old screen name.
lollllll if i had buttsex thats what i'd look like.
that picture is old.
but i like posting random pictures.
i'm deleting this stupid journal soon.
ok bye.
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[18 Oct 2005|11:32pm] |
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Auto response from kawk666: my pants are encrusted with semen, from constantly jacking off cuz i cant find a rape victim
omgzletsdance: hahahahafsdfjksdlf eew.
kawk666: im going to rape you
kawk666: it wont be pleasant
omgzletsdance: oh yea?
kawk666: oh yeah mmm
kawk666: im throbbing with desire
kawk666: ive got a fat one
kawk666: it hurts lil ones like you
kawk666: im gonna rip you a new one
kawk666: and its gonna feel good
omgzletsdance: why are you so discusting?
haha. omg kawk is so gross sometimes
someone buy this for me for christmas
even though its like 3 months away
mmmmmmmmmm
balls.
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[13 Oct 2005|09:16am] |
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queen - anotha one bites the dust |
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fuck i hate sleeping.
i went to sleep at 7 and just woke up
and now im up for the rest of the day.
ksfldjsfsdfkdlsfjds;fdsfkjsdfds
but now i'm going to go job hunting.
and then get my nails filled.
YESSSSSSSSSS.
that always makes me happy.
teeeehehehehe
suck it
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[10 Oct 2005|06:17am] |
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spice girls - stop |
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Dear AIM,
I fucking hate you
hate hate hate.
( stupid survey )
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[12 Sep 2005|05:25am] |
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oh my GOD. i was just reading my old live journals from like a year ago. was i really that stupid? Oh my god. i sounded like a complete idiot.
haasdhawahhadashasdwagaha
and old boyfriends.
EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
GOD.
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[11 Sep 2005|06:12am] |
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omd - if you leave |
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I lost my underwear at Mill Creek Park.
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[05 Sep 2005|08:20am] |
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blood brothas - every breath is a bomb biotchhhh |
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I've lost contact with so many people throughout the years. Sometimes I seriously feel like I'm better than everyone in this good for nothing town. People change, life moves on. I'm over it. Because change is essential. without change nothing moves forward. It all ends up being a vicious cycle. Everything ends up repeating. For as long as I can remember its been the SAME shit over and over. New people, new places, same shit. Only it started getting worse along the way. Of course nobody likes to see their friends change and become something so different from what they used to be. and inevitably I will more than likely lose touch with everything I once knew. As much as I miss everyone that i've lost, they all have opinions, that frankly aren't doing me any good.
BLAH BLAH.
You cant win. So who cares.
I'm just ranting.
two roads split off from here
my life goes running in opposite directions
exaggerating the barrier between who I am
and who i want to be
i wanted to be that breath of air
when everything smelled so insincere
but this taste still lingers in my mouth
deceit has ways of sticking around
and i'm ready to disappear
vacation seems so far from here
P.s HAPPY LABOR DAYYYYYY
P.S. I miss this....
*sniff*
ok bye♥
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[31 Aug 2005|07:44pm] |
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the mother effing bled |
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i suck at updating this thing.
and commenting.
so sorry.
i have nothing interesting to write about.
oh poop. i had to get two root canals today!
it was not fun.
but
i felt so glam with huge swollen lipssss.
i think i totally need to get botox.
i'd be like 10x hotter.
Omg. the sky is like yellow.
HEY ADAM IN MISSISPPI
don't get killed in the hurricane. ok?
POLAR POP.
AWW RAELYNN!!!!!
REMEMBER POLAR POP!!!!!!!
AAHSAHDSADSAJH
IM DRINKINGONE. FUCK.
now i miss you.
i think that's about it.
this was randommmm.
effeffeffeffeffeffeff
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[20 Aug 2005|02:39pm] |
HAPPY 18TH BIRFDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEE.
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[18 Aug 2005|07:31pm] |
omgomgomg
wowwwwwww.
you really need to click this
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[15 Aug 2005|12:13pm] |
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BRANDNIZZLE |
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my hair is back to brown,
as you can see.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGOMZKLZ
FKSDJKG OPGMZF SDCFDZKLZSZZZZZ!!1
SAYDA WILL BE HERE IN 4 DAYS.
MY BDAY IS IN 5 DAYS.
i'm exchitedddddddddddd.
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[08 Aug 2005|02:26am] |
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norma jean - memphis will be laid to waste |
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lolz @ me getting hate messages on my answering machine haha!! bitches hate meeeee. i love it. it's honestly flattering. anyone who thinks i'm a slut for whatever reason clearly doesn't know me. because if they did they'd know that i'm not even remotley close to being a slut.
shittttttttttttttttttttttttt it don't phase me.
jahahahahja
330 448 1929
if you have any other ridiculous false statements to make about me, humor me and feel free to do so at any time.
♥
my birthday is in 12 days!!!!!!!!
and i get to see sayda in 11!!!!
excited? yesssssss.
megans birthday = 8/18
missy's birthday = 8/19
my birthday = 8/20
august 19 = combined bday partay
get ahold of me for details♥
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[29 Jul 2005|05:01pm] |
hv show last night = funfunfufnufnfufun
their new stuff is so amazing.
i got to see everyone!!!!!!!
it was nice.
heres some pictures.
totally from desi's camera.
me and desi after buttsex in the bathroom
kawk and desi
me desi matt and jacki
apparently desi likes my clevage lolz
buttsex?
lolz. robbbb
aww
desi and alyssa!
nikki and patrick!!aww
my favorite girls in tha world.
we play dirty together.
this is me sticking the noodle in mikes butt.
he didnt like that.
so me and matt used it as a telephone.
the end.
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[24 Jul 2005|07:13am] |
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billy idol - dancing with myself |
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awwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exactly one week ago today at this time i would be on my way to waukegan. hahahah. so sad.
speaking of which. just to set this straight; ian fitch is a little pussy ass bitch. he needs to go take a shower because he smells, and then he needs to stop telling people lies trying to make me out to be a pyschotic bitch that threw a little temper-tantrum for no apparent reason. i know what happened and so does everyone else that there. although, if my brother was a 300lb fat rapist mental case that hit 90 pound girls i would probably make up lies in his defense as well. you know, i thought this was all gonna be dropped because i told the cop not to press charges because even though his brother was totally in the WRONG for touching me, i didn't feel the need for this situation to be carried on but i guess i can't win because he has to run his fucking mouth. and now i wish i would have pressed charges so people would know what really fucking happened.
whatever.fuckit.
...moving on..
im excited about going to warped tour with desi and shonna! i still need to purchase my ticket. which i will do next weekend, if i still can. the bands this year arent that sweet. but i really really want to see saosin and the bled. and atreyu and falloutboy. and my chemical romance and hopesfall but that's about it. it will be funfunfunnnnnnn. i miss desi and shonna so hopefully this will all work out.
well it's 7am and i am listening to billy idol and liz and bryttney are passed out on the futon and i am going to go join them. so goodnight♥
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